Good but not good enough

I'm whinying because its my blog and I can do what I want...right??
ugh, that's all I'm going to say because I don't want the "oh poor Sara" nope don't want that

so lets focus on GOOD FRIDAY....thank you Jesus for dieing on the cross for me. thank you Father for giving your one and only son

that's all that matters when it comes down to the black and white, I'm good enough for God!! Eyes on the Prize!!!

BIRTHDAY WEEK

yup-turning 38!!! I was talking to Todd last night and was saying how when we are young we can't wait to be older, turn 13-become a teenager, 16-we can drive, 18-we don't have to listen to our parents (ya right) 21-legal age, 30-I finally felt like adult
but here comes 40....I said "I'm scared to get older because I feel like the older I get....I'm waiting to die" HA! oh gosh, I'm losing it!!!
anyway, its my birthday week, I have a busy week, Wed is my actual birthday, I'm going to my swim class, Pedi's with the girls, dinner with my family and church. Thurs the girls are taking me out, not sure where. Friday Todd is taking me to Mpls for the weekend!!
oh and I've been doing good with my workouts-I go mostly everyday to do something. I've lost 7lbs in 3 weeks so I'm pretty excited about that! I hope to keep it up...now that I'm getting ready to die I need to be skinny-HAHAHAHA!!

A NEW ME!!

so I always wanted to be one of those people who love to work out, not to the obsession extreme but just want to work out without it always being a chore
so last week I decided THIS IS IT I went to the gym on Monday with Diane, she wasn't feeling well so she wanted to go to lunch or just hang out but I was determined...we went to the gym, I walked the dreadmill for 1 mile, rode the bike for 2 miles...not bad right?
The next day I did Zumba with Tracy-yeeeeah, that was exhausting and to hard on my feet
On Wed I did water aerobics with Diane, Deb and Serina-that was FUN and a good work out, my calves were killing for days and it was exhausting
On Thursday I was back on the dreadmill and bike and I did 4 miles-WOOT-YAY ME!!!

I feel like all I can think about is the next workout
I was afraid taking the weekend off was going to cause me to get in a funk again but here it is Monday morning and I'm excited to get there!!!

and I lost 2 lbs-Woot!!!!

WHAD UP BLOGGAS!

ya, my boston is coming out today!!

so I've been getting back in the groove with scrapping!
Scrapchick (www.scrapchicks.com) has this "Get R done" challenge, you say how you want to scrap and stick to it!!!
so I took the challenge and put 3 hours down, I got 3 hours and 35 mins (YAY ME) and 4 LO's
here's what I did

so my challenge this week is 3 hours again! what is your scrappy goal this week...come and join me!

ok...so tomorrow it is

I've been in a grumpy mood, always tired and irritable...I'm sick of feeling this way as I'm sure my family is too
So tomorrow is the day I start working out
I'm going to head to the community center to walk the dreadmill and see if some exercise helps my mood and fatigue...
of course going there will make me grumpy but I will try to think positive
wish me luck and keep me accountable!

SORRRRRRRY/Diet coke

My email was "unverified" and I couldn't get on here forever!

Anyway....my post today is about DIET COKE
why is it that I was just craving for diet coke from a fast food restaurant..is that weird? I wanted the paper cup, I wanted the crush iced, I wanted the straw and I wanted the ice cold diet coke
So I send Todd to Wendy's because I'm crampy and just need french fries with salt, he comes home WITHOUT a pop
WHAT THE.....
I immediately say "where's my diet coke" he said "I figured you had some at home"

ohhhhh the disappointent

weird huh?

In a great mood

I haven't felt like this in a while
not that I've been real down but in a "mood"
not feeling good, not feeling "right"
today was a good day, a great day
I hope it continues!