taking the freak closing really hit me hard
Not because I like to chat
Not because I have no where else to go
Not because I "need" a place
Not because I "need" friends
well maybe its all of the above or none
I'm starting to come back around where I feel more comfortable about chatting at other sites, I do have my guard up about opening up-Not sure why...its a weird feeling
I also thought "if I could just scrap better" "If I could just make a DT" "if I felt like I was good enough"
I asked someone to be my mentor, she agreed and then I thought "WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING"
who is going to see my work in the end---MY KIDS...are they really going to care if I used Basic Grey or just cardstock...are they going to care if I use the embossing technique or just cut out the paper, are they going to care if I came up with this awesome layout that no one ever thought of...probably not!
I need to scrap for me....for my family, for the memories, not what everyone else thinks
I will post some layouts here...you can comment or not, I would love positive feedback
and I will still try out for DT's :)
Sara ~ I love you and I absolutely LOVE seeing your layouts. I think you are the best scrapper I know and wish we lived closer so you could mentor me. I love you sis...and your artistic side should be seen by all, its an inspiration to me always!! Love you!!
ReplyDeleteI totally feel like you too Sara...and then I remember, it's not for anyone else but me and Mandi that I do this crazy scrapbooking for! Your layouts are fabulous, keep up the great work and just enjoy!!
ReplyDeleteblessings,
Love ya chicky! Glad you are "coming around" and you know how I feel about all that stuff!! LOL
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